hmm..

cuaca mendung...perasaan pun turut mendung,
ntah kenapa..rase mcm nk menangis,
tp.. kalau adik n along tau aku menangis,
mesti dorg pun nangis sama.. hurmm..

tp dalam mase yg same..hati berbisik..
"jgn nangis...mak tau nnt mesti mak susah hati.."
itu je yg slalu kuatkan aku..
tapi seriously, kehilangan kali ni betul2 terasa..
lagi utk aku yg duduk dgn mak..
wpun dah biase duk berjauhan mse blajar n keje dulu..
but at least mase tu boleh lg blk kot rindu masakan mak ke ape..
skang...jauh....jauhnyeee... "ma...." :==================(

rindunye...
ma, pagi tadi kan, pergi keje rase pelik sgt salam ery sorg jer..
slalu salam mak n abah jugak.. tahan jer airmata mase peluk along
adik tau, mesti along pun tahan tak nak nangis depan kitaorg..
tp dlm hati..ya allah..tuhan saje yg tau betapa memberontak nye
hati ni... "mak....." lame lg...airmata ni pun dh mula menitis...
blk ni..kalau adik smp dulu dr ery... tak tau la... skali kala teringat..
mesti teresak menangisnye.. ery pujuk... mesti ckp... "ingat mak abah
g sane utk ape..jg anak abg kan..bg lah mak abah berehat pulak..."

ma...
adik doakan ma ngn abah sihat..happy kt sane.. jgn risau kt kami kt sane
insyaALLAH ok.. jgn risau kt nabila..kami tk abaikan die..jgn risau yer..
yg penting ma ngn abah jg kesihatan... smp juga ma abah kt sane...
kami sentiasa rindukan ma abah...

A Song For MAMA..

You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul
Youre always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
Youll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Walk With Me..
- Togetherness is far more than just a word. Sometimes, it's a hope, a dream, and - maybe - a way of life.

Like The Waves From The Shore..
- Rolling away from someone you love, doesn't necessarily mean you won't be back.

Just There
- Always, we look everywhere for the special one. But sometimes, we need not look quite so far.

Marriage Views
- Can the beauty and promise of marriage ever be summarized with mere words? Perhaps.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz ou believed
Im everything I am
because you love me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

"love of my life"

tuesday,3.18pm , venue: BTM-POJ..

it's rainy day..
sejuk beku dh dlm ofis ni.. dh la keje tk bnyk la hr ni..soooooo bosan!hmm..67 days left..rase ternanti2,rase tk sbr,eee mcm2 rase lh ade..and yg penting, tk sabar nk hidup dgn si dia yg
sentiasa ada.. *day dreaming* hehe..(gatai ni) hmm..anyway...mmg tk lame lgaku nk diri kn umah tangga dh..hmm..agak2 dh ready ke belum??guess2?? hehe.. insyaALLAH dh.. mohd ruzairi radhuan a.k.a my "eryberry".. die lh org yg sentiasa tenang jer hadapi apepun mslh.. sabar nye..pergh!! tahap cipan..! huhu.. but seriously,die mmg sgt penyabar ngn rimau mcm aku ni..(ala, tp aku rimau jinak k.. :P ) bak kate ustaz mse aku g kursus kawin tu..cr calon suami yg bketurunan baik (mmg baik pun), yg mdirikn solat (tk pnah tgk die tk wat pun),lagi ape eh..hmm, ha.. yg btanggungjawab (YES, the very i ckp u..) semua ade kt die... ape lg yg aku nk?? (tknk pape dh..nk die jer!) bak kate along aku.. "ery ni kalau kite ade problem, pandang muka die, sejuuuuuukk jer hati.." , "mmg btul pun,ijam pun rase cmtu" + abg aku..
sebaik mse dorg ckp tu si dia nye tk de.. kalo tk.. kembang la kang mamat tu.. hehe..hmm..mmg tk dinafikan la.. * feel thankful* lagi 2 bulan lebih ni..ktorg bz wat preparation..bnyk gak lg check list yg tk setel..tp everything goes smoothly...harap2..
Next month we'll go for our pre-wed photo sh0ot, jgn tk caye.. *wink*

will be contd'.........

The One Best Friend..

The One Best Friend..
(to the one and the only one SAFRA SYAMIM ABD JAMIL)

Thanks for being there for me,
through good times and bad times.
I will be on your side even if the the world ends.
When the world is going,
I will be here,
now and until the end.
Your my very best friend.
The one that I look up to.
The one that I run to, when I have a problem.
The one that I talk to.
Your the one best friend that was always there for me.
I wanna thank you for all the things you gave and showed me.
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korg tau,since skolah rendah... (eh, since kindergarden lh...hehe) aku tk penah set dlm kepala otak ni terms "bestfren.." dats doesn't mean aku ni tkde kwn nk dibuat bestfren.. it just, mcm tk de yg betul2 memahami n menerima the way i am.. (sape lah nk kwn ngn org sengal2 ayam cm aku ni.. ;P ) time skolah rendah n primary skul pun, if kawan2 rapat tu de la..geng2 perosak rakan sebaya...hehe. blom lg ade yg aku dh chop.. "she's my bestfren!" .. never, tk penah pun..(sungguh..seriously..) but bile dh msuk kolej.. dr sem 1 smp si bestest fren aku tu grad (coz aku extend..heh..bese la budak pandai..weks!) dia lh buah hati jantung limpa (but not hempedu..coz hempude is pahit..)

sape lg...my sweetheart lh.safra syamimi..(kan yang kan..kan..?) Jangan tk tau..tu panggilan manje tuk die.. huhu (org lain pun aku de panggil yang gak.. tp bile kt die, aku memaksud abis manje menyebutnye lah..hehe) dia tu..abis pelik org nye, die tkkn tpengaruh mcm bdk2 zaman skang ske salah kn kawan bile tpengaruh benda pelik2 sket.. (its depend on urself.. dun point fingers to others plak..ok!) time study dulu aku ni ske je kuar minum tgh2 mlm kt nurul ngn awe, saf kdg2 jer ikut, but bile die kate die tk nk ikut tu, tk nk lh jwb nye... (cube aku, ajak skali tknk, try la ajak lg..confirm aku g nye..huhu) saf tk penah merungut psl ape2 pun.. we go thru so many hard time 2ghtr.. (part ni sedih sket..uhuk2..) saf tu ade jer bile aku perlukn die.. aku ni dh la ske b'cte...paling syok, cte psl guy2 yg aku jmp..die pendengar paling setia.. bile cte psl guy2 yg baik2..kdg2 tkuar la dr mulut die.. "ske la kau.." bile aku jmp mamat hampeh sket.. "eee ly..better tk yh kwn ngn die dh.." huhu.. tu la saf.. nk cte psl die smpai esok luse pun tk abis.. yg penting aku tk nk cte bnyk2 ngn korg..nnt korg lak sebok2 menyemak nk amik superb bestest fren aku tu.. NO WAY!

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its just the beginning...

hye...

its just the beginning.. teruja tgk blog jemarisafra.blogspot & iamdayana.blogspot.. my baby pun dh start write blog..tk leh jadi ni.hehe nk jgk lh..layan gak benda2 cmni.. As for dat, tercreate cahayamalam.blogspot ni.. tp skang ni tk de idea yg bernas & best.. just now tgh tgk f.r.i.e.n.d.s sambil dok msg2 dgn yg tersayang.. (ala...tk dpt concentrate kt cte f.r.i.e.n.d.s ni...).. si dia merajuk la msg nye lmbt direply...
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hahaha...ape la paan2..suke sgt bg soklan cepu cemas..ko jln dulu la...haha...
current mood: sleepy, lazy, hungry.... go to sleep....

will be contd...

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* purplely